dangEr rAboBi

2011-04-10T17:39:00.001+08:00

I guess it can't be helped. It just happened that...

It can be lonely at times.

2011-02-18T15:55:00.001+08:00

i’m tough, because i have to protect myself when nobody stood for me.

i’m self-reliant, because eventhough i trust people, i trust myself more.

i’m independent, because nobody will be there to help.

i’m selfish, because nobody gives a fucking damn to me.

i’m hurt, because i allow them into my heart.

i’m misunderstood, because im bad at expressing, or rather, lazy.

i’m upfront, because i still believe in honesty and sincerity.

i’m silly, because i allow hopes, and i like the way it hurts.

2011-01-14T00:08:00.005+08:00

It's like 14 days after 2010 had ended. I know! This blog is dead.
School's busy when 2011 started. That's why no time to update.
I lied.. Hah! Partially because i'm lazy and no one blogs that often anymore.

Lets take a look at the resolutions made for 2010..
2010's New Year Resolutions;
1. Meet up with those which I've said to meet up long ago =x
2. Lose AT LEAST 10 kg this year. (Difficult, lol)
~~3. Maintain a 3.x GPA.~~
~~4. Speak up more . (I'm shy guy lah,I know you know)~~
5. Grow taller! ( kay, I know i'm short -.- )

6. IF possible, search for eternal bliss ;D

1) I think i've not meet someone yet. Later she complain 8yrs again. LOL
2) I already lost count of it for this year. Slacked after ITP ended till now =\
5) It's fking impossible i know... -.-
6) What am i thinking that moment? LOL.

2/6 done. tsk. Well done Patrick. -.- Hahah.
Okay. I shall not write any for 2011. Less expectations for this year I guess.
I should be contended with what I've achieved.
Of course.. All or nothing. ^^

I just hope that everything will go smoothly in 2011.
No fking cock ups or whatever.
Shall end here abruptly. Ciaos~

2010-11-18T19:32:00.005+08:00

"Haters hate, winners win. That's just the way it goes.
Do not feel scared or sad that these asscracks hate you.
Instead, feel sad for them that the only thing that keep their existence known is their bad mouth.
And that's all they will be remembered for."

2010-11-16T22:37:00.001+08:00

2010-11-02T19:40:00.002+08:00

"I my next life I want to live my life backwards.
You start out dead and get that out of the way.

Then you wake up in an old people’s home feeling better every day.
You get kicked out for being too healthy, go collect your pension,
and then when you start work, you get a gold watch and a party on your first day.
You work for 40 years until you’re young enough to enjoy your retirement.
You party, drink alcohol, and are generally promiscuous,
then you are ready for high school.
You then go to primary school, you become a kid, you play.
You have no responsibilities, you become a baby until you are born.
And then you spend your last 9 months floating in luxurious spa-like
conditions with central heating and room service on tap, larger
quarters every day and then Voila! You finish off as an orgasm!"

How great! (Y)

2010-11-02T19:30:00.000+08:00

2010-10-08T15:40:00.004+08:00

6 months just passed like a blink of an eye.
I still remembered how I ranted even before ITP started.
These 6 months had been a fun,fulfilling and enjoyable one.
It's really my pleasure to be able to join this company for my ITP.
I've learnt alot over there.. so much that I'm lazy to write it down. =x
E.g. More knowledge about Maritime Industry,personal experiences etc.~
& of cox, Vision became worse. Facing that bloody screen the whole day.
I'm truly grateful for those mentors who had crossed my path and guided
me along the way in that company. And most importantly, I've made these
new friends whom I can stay in contact with even after I left the company.

What's more?
Sponsored trip to Desaru by the Company. Hoho.
It's only 2D1N. Although it's a short one, I've truly enjoyed it.

Seems like a nice place to relax uh?

"Raft" building process! To support 3 person weight
& reach the other end of the pool.
We sorta had a amazing race thingy. One of the stations.

That's my supervisor(Ricky) with me and Hama-san(Managing Director)
giving his speech & that's my desk with the next intern.

3 weeks of holidays? NOT ENOUGHHHH!!!
After working so hard for 6 months in exchange for 3 weeks holidays? =(
Sigh.. Last week of holidays already..
And back to campus like after...... 7months?
I think my studying cells not there already. hahaha~
Gotta enjoy before holiday ends!
Flying HK tomorrow! I'll be back next tues! ;D

2010-09-28T15:30:00.003+08:00

I'LL BE RIGHT BACK!!

2010-07-18T17:24:00.003+08:00

That's to freaking 27/28weeks of ITP. ;)
It's finally end of week 18. Woohoo~
2/3 done. 1/3 more~ Equivalent to 2 more months/9 or 10wks. ^^

Very very into KPOP recently.
Before work, KPOP, after work, KPOP, Reach home, still KPOP.
What's more? Korean variety too~
WE GOT MARRIED - Jokwon&GaIn. (Y)
Because of that, im into 2AM's songs too.
No doubt one of the best ballad grp singers. ;D
Language is never a barrier when there's internet. LOL~

Okay I think I should get off here and do my logbook already.
But I'd rather surf my FACEBOOK rather than doing my LOGBOOK. =(

Get out of 7x before 2010 ends.. possible? ;D
Shall see...
FIGHTING!

2010-06-17T00:50:00.004+08:00

Week 14
1/2 gone. 3 more months to go after this week.
Really sick of working life. Hope the next 3 months passes fast.
I need HOLIDAYS. Weekends is not enough.
Everyday is just mundane.
Work, Home, Work, Home, Work Home,
& weekends just passes in milliseconds.
ITP for 6 months is really no joke man.
My life is boring. I shall end here.

2010-05-17T21:48:00.003+08:00

It's week 10 & counting..

18 more weeks. 1/3 over. 2/3 left!

More responsibilities on the way.
I can feel the stress already~ Arrghh.

Good news came unexpectedly. ^^v

I guess this is the best accomplishment in my life till this point.
I must remember this moment & strive even harder! ;D
Determination & Self Discipline.. is very very important.

If you try your very best, I'm sure it gets you somewhere.

Or rather.. better than your present state.
Well.. at least that's what I thought. ;)

Let's buck up everyone! Hohoho~

2010-05-12T22:28:00.005+08:00

Watch me ;D

2010-05-11T22:11:00.002+08:00

2010-05-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

2010-05-04T23:37:00.004+08:00

It's not the ending. It's only the beginning.

The ending is never ending.

Life is busy with attachment for this period.

It's the 8th week only. 19+/- weeks more to go.
I'm already kinda sick of wearing formal everyday =\
When will September ever come?

I can only live once.
I wanna make the best out of it.
Gonna make my life worthwhile.

So.. I'm trying out this new lifestyle now.

Hoping to abide the rules I set for myself.

Waiting to see some result. Hoho~

I'm all hyped–up now!

Determination is the way to success.
不知从哪来的决心和毅力推动着我.

It makes me...
that much stronger
that much wiser
that much smarter
work a little bit harder.
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker.
Thanks for making me a FIGHTER.

2010-04-13T21:23:00.005+08:00

Life
Just hang on & you won't drown.
Cause the starting point already told us all our fate.

2010-03-22T23:45:00.004+08:00

I'm back from MEL camp 4 days ago ;D

The cruise went from SPORE-PENANG-THAILAND-SPORE.

We only alighted at Thailand though.
It was TOTALLY awesomeeeeeeee ~
Got to know more friends & bonded with classmates much better.
A new experience on board SuperStar Virgo.
I was lucky to share a cabin with Joseph (cabinmate) only!
Others have to squeeze with 2 or 3 person. hahah!
Michal & Piaopiao is lucky too, they tio the bigger cabin =(
Honestly, you won't get hungry on board. heh!
They have main courses/buffet style restaurants over there.
So it's like... you will eat till you drop. haha!

Talks , Lectures, Talks , Lectures.

Capt & Valerie Short , Jeffery Goh &
Khoo Swee Chiow ( The guy who climbed Mt. Everest)
Ohoh! We have this star gazing thingy though.
I saw Orion~ Totally dope. Of course there's other stars.
Just in case you don't know what's Orion.

It's known by the 3 stars aligned in between I think.
Forget to mention that it's for navigation purpose at night.

I would love to see Aurora (below) too! wooots. Such a beau.

The sceneries on our way there are breathtaking.
The wind at night are so powerful as though it can blew me away.
I'm serious , not joking. hah!
You could just take a look at those picts on fb.
My hair is cui de. all anyhow fly HAHA!
My main aim for this trip is Phuket, Thailand!
SHOPPING SPREEEEEEEEEEEE!
I felt I didn't bought a lot =( I wanna buy more!!
What's more, the weather over there is unbearable!
So hot as though you could roast a pig ;D
I wanted to stay longer! MEL Camp March 2010 rocks!
All the photos are here ;D Lazy to upload here one by one.

www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=155998&id=749198861
www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=156011&id=749198861

After I came back from MEL Camp..
Felt freaking nb fucking sian x100000.
WHY?!
Cause ITP/ Attachment commences the next day. =|
Seriously, Studying is better than working.
I shall be more positive & treat this as a learning phase.
Day 1 ,
Posted to operation dept.
Almost late for first day. HAHA!
Waited for the admin stuff to explain everything.
Was made to shake everybody hands & intro myself. =.=
Yes, EVERYBODY MIND YOU. lol. how stupid. hahaha.
My colleagues are friendly though ;D
And they speak all kinds of languages over there. LOL
Dialects also got lah. hahahaha.

I'm so grateful to the previous intern.
She postponed her last day till tues.
She also taught me a lot in these few days &
surprisingly, I was able to click well with her. haha!
It's her last day tml & I'll on my own already.
*SIGH* HAHAHAHA DAMN SIAN.
6 months okay. =.= 25 weeks to go.
I can't imagine how many kgs I'll be gaining after this 6mths.
It's all about sitting down in front of the desktop & do your stuffs in the office.
I think I shall squeeze some time out & exercise though. heh.

2010-03-03T17:34:00.012+08:00

In about a week plus or so,I'll be reporting to Tokyo Marine Asia Pte Ltd.
Mixed emotions. Experiencing an alien environment.
Tough? Of course...
Fun? Maybe not... LOL.
I don't know if I'm up to it,
but I shall strive to overcome any obstacles that come my way.
Hope nothing big will screw up when I'm over there. =|

Remember to stay out of office politics & be punctual =x. LOL
Oh, & anybody knows hypnotizing?
I needa hypnotize myself that 24 27 weeks will be gone in a blink of an eye. =(
Pathetic much. hah.

TIME TO GROW UP PATRICK.
WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD.

Next up!

4D3N MEL Camp on Star Virgo~
Starting ITP the day right after I'm back in Singapore.

Super siansxzsx x10000000000000000

Any activities to let myself enjoy fully before the commencement of my ITP?
When was the lastime I had enjoyed myself to the fullest? Hmmm..

Living in a grateful world.
Be grateful to those who have hurt or harmed you,
for they have reinforced your determination.
Be grateful to those who have deceived you,
for they have deepened your insight.
Be grateful to those who hit you,
for they have reduced your karmic obstacles.
Be grateful to those who have abandoned you,
for they have taught you to be independent.
Be grateful to those who have made you stumble,
for they have strengthen your ability.
Be grateful to those who have denounced you,
for they have increased your wisdom and concentration.
Be grateful to those who have made you firm and resolute
& helped you in your achievements.

Thank you to whoever it may concern.

2010-02-19T02:28:00.003+08:00

My apologies for the dust accumulated for so long.

As you can see the schedule on my previous post,
MY EXAMS ARE OVER ~ ! WOOOOHOOOO~
Well.. the papers are not bad I guess.
All I hope is FLOG & ITSB please give me an A.
Should be able to maintain a 3.x gpa. hehehe. *grins*
Those out there mugging hard for your coming papers,
Good luck and JIAYOUS! ;D
Nexthing I dread most, ITP for 6-7months.
Officially starting on 15mar or earlier, depends on co.
Hope I'll survive =\

HAPPY CNY & VALENTINE'S !

Okay this maybe a lil late but.. you still can...
SPREAD SOME LOVE BY GIVING ME AN ANGPOW! ;D
I didn't bought any new clothes because of my exams, how sad uh. =(
& Relatives are my Valentine's. sad again. LOL.
除夕 went maternal side to have steamboat~ woots.
Came back home & waited for the rest to arrive at my hse. Mahjonged awhile!
Rushed down 5th floor to catch the Fireworks which only lasts for a few secs =.=
Squeezed with salted fishes in Chinatown & picked $2! luckylucky!
Homed thereafter.

年初一
Woke up early to 拜年. *yawns*
Chinatown-Tampines-Kallang-Toa Payoh-Chinatown
It's been long since I've went back to Tampines except special occasions.
The place where I've once lived had changed from what I've rmb.
Okay, collected many angpows made him a happy boy. ;D HAHA!
End of story. LOL.

年初二

Gordon's hse. Mahjonged! Won!
My house. Daidee! Won!
Although never play very big, but still won! ;D
Beelian house! I forget cause we didn't go count.
Down to River Hongbao.
Uncle's Ringo rides are aweeeesomeeeeee.
Especially the 360 deg one. SHIOK!
Supper at Lao Pa Sat !
Stingray & Satays . Yumyum! ;D ;(
I think you should know why are there 2 faces. heh!
Thanks Zhiyin! LOL!

年初三
Zhiyin's 18th birthday ~
Met at 6pm.
BBQ, 鱼生 from Zhiyin. HUAT AH!

Hope you enjoy it.
Some of the photos are below,but the resolution sucked aft I made it & I'm lazy.
"Fireworks" rocks,help me save space. LOL

2010-02-04T14:53:00.000+08:00

MUGGING PERIOD!
EXAMS FROM 8-12 FEB!

2010-01-31T12:37:00.005+08:00

Woke up this morning as if I've ran a marathon.
Still feeling tired & really felt being chased by someone...
which I can't remember it's who. lol.

Chase dreams is one of several common dream themes. Usually, when you experience a dream in which you are being chased, the cause behind it is anxiety, stress, or pressure in your life.When anxiety and pressure become too much for us to deal with, it often shows up in our dreams. We do what should come naturally - we run from it.

Probably need to relax more.
but how to when exam are near the corners? =\

2010-01-31T01:26:00.003+08:00

Dope stuffs.

2010-01-25T23:31:00.006+08:00

Some overdue picktures~
Lazy to organize them..so bear with it. =x
Angella's birthday ~
SP@Dover over at PolyMarina~
SP@Dover is a yacht? Should be. haha!
A whole new experience. sibei cool!
Indeed a relaxing moment. probably somewhere to chill.
Wished the ride had lasted longer ;D
Those strong winds blowing at you...
Those droplets of seawater that landed on your face...(LOL)
okay. enough enough.. I'm not a poet. hah! x)

Okay. It's revision week next week.
So what does that means?
Exams are cominggg. =\
H.A.I.S.I.G.H.
It's Hais + Sigh if you're too stupid to understand.
HAHAHA, Just kidding. ;D
So it's time to hit da books people!
Won't be updating much from now onwards. Sorry for the hiatus!
Exams before CNY. One reason for me to enjoy CNY. =)
So... I shall LAUGH AT YOU ALL BUSYING MUGGING DURING CNY~
HOHOHO. but you know i'm not so bad right? ;)

2010-01-17T23:44:00.001+08:00

2010-01-14T00:34:00.009+08:00

We learn wisdom from failure much more than success.

We often discover what we will do,

by finding out what we will not do.

He got back all his results already.
He is happy with his results.
It's the chio-est & nicest results in his studying life.
Satisfied, but must work even harder ;)
He's transforming to a mugging geek soon....
Time is running out & there's a lot things to be completed.
He's feeling so stress now.
~~Projects, Exams, Projects, Exams~~

He knows life's tough, but will strive to his very best.
La pensée d'abandonner tout et l'évasion.

2010-01-05T02:36:00.005+08:00

Alright, First post for 2010.
So I shall say bye-bye to 2009 first.
It's been a So-So year for 09 & time really flies.
Like what I told my clique:" machiam ytd Jan 1 sia."
Then they'll reply:" wahlau, hen kua zhang leh."
And yes, ZZROOOM, Jan 1 just passed AGAIN.
Sum up for 09,
- Os result , cui.
-Wasted a lot time during the holidays before enrollment.
-Started poly life at 20 april 09.
-Sem 1 was tougher compared to now, chiong like shit.
-Pretty pleased with Sem 1 results. ;)
-Whole new experience working at F1 Paddock club.
-Yours truly birthday spent with clique.
- Christmas & New year celebrations.

Hope 2010 will be an awesome and better be a better year!
because.. 1/2 of the year will be spent on attachment/ITP =\
So, if I'm not able to attend any outings or whatever often,please be forgiving.
No resolutions stated last yr, shall do one for this year ;D

2010's New Year Resolutions;
1. Meet up with those which I've said to meet up long ago =x
2. Lose AT LEAST 10 kg this year. (Difficult, lol)
3. Maintain a 3.x GPA.
4. Speak up more . (I'm shy guy lah,I know you know)
5. Grow taller! ( kay, I know i'm short -.- )
6. IF possible, search for eternal bliss ;D
7. Shall edit if I've more.

2009-12-28T14:17:00.009+08:00

MERRY THE XMAS TO ALL !
Did your'all enjoy your Xmas with ur loved ones?
My Xmas Eve & Xmas is filled with loads of activities. =)
Totally shagged. approx. 2 hrs of sleep in between only.

okay, it's gonna be wordy since there's no picts at the moment.

Eve, 24th
Met ZY & ZW for some shopping at bugis first.
Didn't purchase anything though. Walked around.
Train-ed down to CityHall for dinner at Yuki Yaki
with ZY,BIAN,G,ZW,WC. JW & CL came to meet us after that.
Saw Manfen working before that , FATED. LOL.
Decided to Arcade at Suntec & spent some time there.

Exchange pressies time! ZY was lucky. haha~
Walked from Suntec to Peace Center thereafter.
played L4D2 ~ Nice! haha. super fun.
Tried to go Orchard but failed to do so.
We're at PS or Cathay? when it's 12am. LOL
In the end, Bus-ed to GWC. then WC's dad sent us back.
1plus already, went to meet YL,J,B.
Saw dorothy puei yee & her frens on the way there. =)
Had Martell & it doesn't really taste nice to me. heh.
Can't slowly TASTE it because gotta GULP it down since I was late.
BOOO! hahah. Face was like a RAD lobster.
Headed to J's house. Everybody is CUI one. LOL.
Sushi & hot green tea & talktalk till 5 plus then slept.

Xmas, 25th
Jingle Bells Jingle Bells Jingle Bells Rocks.
2 hrs of sleep. Woke at 7am plus.
Headed home to freshen up & out again~
ZY's SSA outdoor event with BIAN & ZW.
Reached & listened to some hypnotizing presentation. =X
But I was listening lah okay. hahahha.
Headed to Hort(HOT)Park for the event. Some Treasure Hunting thingy.
Actually won the race but due to some confusion became 2nd.
but okay lah, had fun can already lah hor. like super hot only. LOL.
had brunch over there. headed to harbour & Vivo to slack.
Arcade while waiting others to reach.
Realized I've "invested" $600+ in ZoneX since PriSch till now. =\
That's hell lots of $$ sey. Can buy a lot things now if i've saved that amount -.-
Caught Avatar at PS with ZY,BIAN,CL,TJ. hell packed with people.
First row in cinema -.- stiff neck. hahaha.
I thought I might sleep but the movie was bravo.
Nice effects & stuff,too bad no 3D timing that we wanted,

if not I think will be nicer.
Headed to Cathay for Aston.
TJ's Virgin Dining Experience in Aston. LOL
Super lame, he go disiao the waiter. hahaha.
Took old-school neoprints at PS.
& FINALLY , headed home to rest.

26th , Rest at home all day.

Yesterday, 27th.
Top 1 with the girls. ZY, BIAN, WJ, J , B.
Reached Top1 & saw BIAN & J nia. Others later than me~ LOLOL.
Lovely Cookies done by WJ, Thanks! uber sweet. heh.
I thought it was from Famous Amos somemore. wahaha.

saw Chris & sis, Dorothy & gang. CO outing for them.
Dinner-ed & Arcade again~ lol~
Saw TJ & gang over there too.
Slacked at Mac to talk.
And that ends the day.
Will upload all the photos if i've received them ;)

okayyyy. It's monday now.
less than 1week holiday. zzzz. & sch will re-open.
Godamnfk. sian. 2nd term of 2nd sem.
Projects haven't completed also. hahaha.
Time to repent for unhealthy diet these moments. lol.

2010 is coming~
Whats your new year resolutions for 2010? ;)
I shall post it up nextime. heh.

2009-12-17T01:42:00.005+08:00

Jewel
The Super-Duper-Hyperactive-Female-Furball-Dog
which likes to bite my socks.
Cute isn't it? LOL
How I wished I've sucha companion by my side ;D
But I know it's not going to happen in this life
because of my allergy to super furry things.
Maybe next life? heh.

听雨的声音一滴滴清晰,
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里,
真希望雨能下不停,
让想念继续让爱变透明.

我在等一个人 , 在等我的永恒.

问题是，她是谁呢?

2009-12-13T01:46:00.004+08:00

Oh yeah baby. Its time to rest.
EXAMS' OUT! HOLIDAYS' IN!
IT'S TIME TO PARTEYYY~

5th & 6th papers are great! =D
Celebrated Mickey's birthday at Concourse.
Caught New Moon at Marina Square thereafter.
Wow. Sucked. Word to describe the movie.
but not as good as the first one.
okay, IDK. Maybe because I didn't read the book. hah!

Dinner-ed at Swens & homed.

Just backed from Ivan's belated birthday celebration.
Will update the picts when I receive them ;)

My activities are decreasing because of exams.
So, I shall be more active now since holidays started,
& start to break some sweat.

Replies;
your no.1 fan: =.= what pokerface siol. hah~ I got update luh! LOL.
oh really? you call me watch I must watch meh? heh!
eileen: Relinked. ;)
devoted reader: 谢啦. All the best for your results too. =)

2009-12-09T22:53:00.002+08:00

Pardon me for the lack of update due to exam period.
Last min hug Buddha's leg as usual.
~~4 papers down!~~ 2 more to go!
It's kinda fast , that's what I felt lah. heh =)

First paper = screwed.
Second paper = Excellent.
Third paper = Alright lah.
Fourth paper = Cui to 2nd part.
Fifth & Sixth = ???
Hope it turns out fine ;)

Last week picked up some cheap stuffs from anchor. =D!
Had dinner at XWC with Y & J1.
Went over to J2's house to see Jewel.
That ever hyper FEMALE DOG.
Mind you, its FEMALE but so hyper siol.

Then, Miss Wong's wedding.
Photos on FB. Lazy to update on it.
Hope you have a blissful marriage =)

Okayy, will update more after exams.
GOODLUCK for the remaining papers ~
Seamanship~ Here I come!

2009-11-27T14:11:00.010+08:00

Gonna catch this soon! ;) Anyone ? =D

You MUST click play. LOL. Kinda true though. hah.

FLOG Prac was chickiefeety. hah! (Y)
Long weekend ahead =)
It's a study weekend though. heh.
I think I shall sleep with my notes from now on,
hoping osmosis will occur =x

MST in 10 days.

Mon - FLOG,F.Accting.
Tues - MARENG.
Wed - ITSB.
Thurs - ShipKnowledge & Seamanship.
Fri - Nav.Safety.

XSQUAD apparels looks dope. *wink*

Some questions are never meant to have answers.

2009-11-23T23:49:00.001+08:00

Urrgh, I wanna update but internet conn. sucks!
I blog till halfway and there goes my post -.-.
hais, 11 days of not updating. pathetic uh. hah.
I lost my mood to blog so I'll not write so much.

Week 6 , Mugging period is here people!
MST in 2 fking weeks. =\
Holydays in 2 weeks too! ;D I can smell it. hahha!
Sooo start muggingggggg ~

Caught 2012 last thurs.
It was not bad, I rate it 4/5 heh. Great effects (Y).
So, what if the world ends? 21/12/2012? lol.
How will you react?

JettyJump was aaaawesome!!
& it was super fking salty! LOL.
Imagine tasting a spoonful of salt uh.
We all have to jump down, and swim to form a circle.
So the rescue team easier spot. LOL thats wad I heard lah.
& some kinda survival at sea training lah. hahaha.
& also board this LifeRaft as shown below.
Spot me~ but kinda cui -.- heh.
Will update again soon.
Next event, Miss Wong's wed. ;D

2009-11-12T23:40:00.005+08:00

Don't take me for granted.

People tagging and viewing this blog is going
DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWNNN.
Obviously I know its due to the lack of updates. =\
& my life's boring and nth interesting. lol but.
PLEASE TAG! HAHA.

Life's been great. Lessons are boring as usual.
Stoning all the way & trying to absorb whatever there is to.
Rushing assignments & whatever stuff theres to be done.
Totally........... sucks. heh.
Week 4 is ending soon.
FLOG Practical 2 weeks later.
MST 4 weeks later.
Simply loathe waking so early for wed-fri.
It's like back to primary school waking time. LOL =.=

PolyMarina last week was great.
Only the weather is sucky.
Get to drive some boat. I don't know what's the name of it.
But my group didn't get to try on the life boat~ awwww.
This week... -.- which is today....
Wash boat nia. =.=
Next week, JETTY JUMP! WOOHOOOO.
Confirm can go down sea liao. ;) totally eggcited.
-ANTICIPATING-

I wish I could break free.
I could roughly estimate how hard life's gonna be in the future.
Why am i __________?
Just because it's fate and I've to follow what's planned for me?
That's how sucky life is.
I don't know how much longer I can take.
I just have to continue lying to myself to numb me from the reality.
I don't know how to face my feelings.
I don't know how to react if something happens.
I don't know....
I don't know...
& the list goes on & on.
My life's pretty fuckedup yeah.

Would you rather be the chooser or be a choice?
Choice for me.

2009-11-01T02:23:00.003+08:00

Don't expect me to be grateful
when you don't know my predicament.

End of week 2 already.
& I'm exhausted liao. Im so shit hah.
Have been taking afternoon nap lately.
& can't wake up early morning and be on time =|
I've been super lazy too man. god.
Time to get back on track & WORK IT OUT niao!

Week 3 approaching.
Time to change to study mode liao. =D (Y)

Too lazy to upload one by one ;)
& the clever me do it this way. LOL.
Want see clearer click the pict luh.

Class at PolyMarina at Thursday.
Lunch with Polymates at somewhere clementi de BBQchicken.
& K session with the below afterwards.
Woots. FUN FUN FUN AND MORE FUN.
Sang till coarse & almost turned there into club LOL.

Birthday picts.

LOL. click & look at the candles of da cake.

HAHA! melting in the sun~

"The beauty of love lies in the heart,
the picture of love lies in the mind,
the closeness of love lies in the soul."

Fuck you , Fuck you very very much :D

2009-10-27T20:13:00.004+08:00

Turned 17 on 00:00 ; 25/10/09.

1 more year to 18! LOL.
THANKYOU all who wished me HB.
THANKYOU all who celebrated with me.

There's a sum of you so i'm not gonna list them down. ;)

You know who you're =D

Thnksthnks! heh.

Early morning Takpo dimsum with parents =)

Then ltr went to botanic garden to celebrate.

Had picnic there with the hot blazing sun.

Climbed the $5 Tree. ( If you don't know what I mean....)

Find a $5 note & see behind. LOL.

& ltr GOD gift me a present on my knee.

Memorial seventeeeeeen. hahahah!

okayy, down to town & had BBQ chicken.

Picts in FB, I'm lazy to post it here. lol.

Thnks those organized it ;) I know it's tough LOL.

Ytd went sch as per normal.

It seemed sooooo damn fking long that day.

And of cox. sibei duper boring lah. hahaa.

Lovely classmates surprised me with a birthday cake during break.

Thanks alot Angella,Daphnie & the rest ;)

Greatly appreciated.

THANKS ALL! ;D

Gotta change to study mode man.

I'm still on holiday mode.=\
Must be attentive in class niao. lol~

2009-10-20T22:52:00.012+08:00

HOLIDAYS' OUT ! SCHOOL'S IN!
2 months. Ended so fast. =\

sooo... before it ended.

Sat was swimming. improved a lil thou. hah.

down to meet J & her mum for dinner.

carry on by drinking agn.

HOTHOT. *PISSST*

1 Egg roti prata at midnite. ( CHAM LIAO) LOL.

& stayed over at her hse.

Watched lame videos & slept.

too hyper & only slept at 7am. =.=

Breakie at TakPo for dimsum =)

all proudly sponsored by J's parents & uncle. LOL~

Monday BRU~

entered the class & some sweet snack(choco cornflakes?)

is given out by classmate. ;D

First day is a waste of time. First class alr cancelled.

Today too. WASTETIME. -.- super sian ttvm. LOL.

Alright, tml is 8am =O.

3hrs straight of ITSB. =\

Gonna head down to pool aft sch ;)

Aimed to swim 2times/week. heh.

Replies;

Jianwei: replied at your blog niao.

qinfang: HAHAHA, siao. impossible lah. not so easy.

wanjing: heh. update niao lah dey.

zhiyin: heyo! Merrychristmas!

XUELING: hmmmmmmmm... hanor good fren LOL!

wanjing: haha yeap! -.- alr met u niao luh, HAHA!

anonymous: hah! im smart de okay!

yl: LOLLL~~ duh. HAHAH! jk.

wanjing: don't have lahhh. hahaha.

ZHENGWEI: LOL! u mean the hunt or bugis?

Jianwei: HAHHA unglam only.

LH: wahaha! yah lo, got secret filming gng on.

zhiyin: thnksthnks. yup,dont think too much too! ;D
manfen: nahhh~ haha, WHEN MEETING?!

2009-10-14T01:27:00.010+08:00

We had this crazy idea in joining the TweetTreasurehunt.
Hoping to win that 1k & share it among us. heh.

but didnt in the end, LOLLLL.

anyway, goodjob ZW/Y! ;D

down to bugis when the sky was gloomy.

almost slipped & fall in that cheapo flipflop alot of times. =.=

managed to bring home something LOL.

& the wallet have a hole liao =\

SO SINFUL too, I had fried food on all my meals that day.

sibei sad. haha. but heng nvr ~~INCREASE.~~

I'm elated that it's going on well. ;)

hope I have the determination to reach that ideal weight uh.

COUNTDOWN TO REOPEN OF SCHOOL: 4days.

okayyy, some food for thoughts below.

I'm not emo-ing or what okay.

Just some realizations/shoutouts at this period.

It could also serve as a reminder to me in the future thou.

Guess I've been thinking a lot.

Perhaps life has been tough on us,
torturing us with difficulties everyday everytime.

Perhaps life has actually been good to us,

just that we didn't realise & cherish it.

Perhaps fate has made life difficult for us,

facing relationship/other problems & having emo seasons.

Perhaps fate had actually make life easy for us,

having loved ones to be around & share our moments with them.

Perhaps life has been planned from the very beginning,

we're just the players of fate & ~~can't~~ do anything about it.
Perhaps life has actually been planned each day by ourselves,

it's just the matter of whether we can complete it anot.
but whatever it is,

Thats the fragility & uncertainties of life.

Hope to be contented with what we have now.

Cherish the present & Forget the past (if possible).

Easy to say but difficult to carry out right... hah.

Escape from this ugly & cruel world.

Life to start all over again from my mum's womb.

Sometimes to change every single thing I don't like.
Try to be an Optimist everytime.
Doesn't want to face the REALITY.

Hope I can change the fact of somethings.
Part of my wishful thinking.

Being fierce might also be one kind of encouragement.

thats me. Dont like it? SHOOO.

Toooo bad she dont 吃这一套.
But she will understand when she grow up. I hope. =)

Communicating my emotions through music.
My life ain't complete without it.

“道歉根本就没有用,失去的东西失去了,伤害了还是伤害,
道歉并不能让时间倒转,也不能让发生的事情过去.“
How true. but obviously, there's still a need to say.
LOL. shutup, I know i'm contradicting myself. xD

The only difference is maybe you will feel better. haha.

"如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢? 伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗?"

yah lah, so what? LOL. =\

"Add friends, Subtract enemies,

Multiply joy & divide sorrow."

Fundamental of mathematics applied to our life?

"Whenever i look at my hands, I always felt something missing,
something incomplete.... and to realise that you weren't here
to complete the picture of "hand in hand" ."

I have NO idea who is that you. LOLLLL.

我的心深深伤过却不会忘

2009-10-11T00:24:00.006+08:00

1 week left =\

7 weeks gone so fast sia. tmd.

School's starting so soon, time to study agn.
one word. SIAN.

gotta enjoy these remaining days man.

haven meet up with some few ppl out there~

you know who you are ;D

I like (Y) *points above* hahaha.

okayy, dont stalk me leh. LOL

gonna love fridays~

星光5 final epi ended ytd.

as expected, SZY claimed that champion title.
not very surprising though. haha

whereas LMX 翻盘 from 5th jump to 2nd place. *claps*

becox the last round is 40% & she did pretty well.

Totally clever to bring her bf up as well. hahaha~

heres a video of it. (Y) ;D

2009-10-07T00:14:00.005+08:00

Basically I've nothing to blog about. LOL

My life's sucha bore. hahahaha.

Some updates;
星光5 & 超偶总决赛 this coming sat & sun.
海派甜心 - 罗志祥 & Rainie

桃花小妹 - Cyndi , Fahrenheit & 黄靖伦

These twdramas should be out ard Nov.

Holidays is ending in less than 2 week time. =\

It also means studying again , sian.

Got my timetable already & it's quite alright haha~

Having lessons in PolyMarina soon -.-

Hope it's a good Sem ahead! ;D

In the meantime, enjoy our last few days of hols peepos.

Oh, 3 more photos nia. LOL.

2009-10-01T02:30:00.004+08:00

Day 3 was indeed.. FUCKING BUSY. especially peak period.
When there's not much ppl, they dont come.
When there's alot ppl, all rushing mad like kiasu sporeans. LOL
忙得我团团转.
Pantry 3 was serving Toyota & Claymore3.
Totally enjoyed the 3days working with,
Chef Bob; Hes a celebrity chef LOL. appeared on malaytv b4.
Desmond,Stewart,Xinyi,Gerald,Gideon,Justin.
All of them are related to FnB services lah. Im like a noob there =.= lol.
Some of them are from TP's culinary & catering management. cool.
but that industry is truly .... i would say... 非常辛苦.
okay, u must be saying, " Which industry not 辛苦 one sia?"
okok -.- fine lah.. i know 家家有本难念的经 mah. LOL~
A totally new experience =) bravo~
I remember how day 1 was super dreadful.hah!
but its getting better for day 2 & 3.
Theres alot of food wastage sia. All to the bin~ Super waste sey.
& Its a pleasure to work with your ;D
Hope there's chance to work tgt again! =)
I've bring back a momento on my hand thou.hah! its inevitable lah. lol
okayy KACHINGS on my pockets soon! x) rejoice!

View from my working place, also the starting pt of the race.
but im not standing here to work lah LOL.

Live station for Day3: Peking Duck with egg crepe.
took it when everyone's focus is on the race, LOL.

DONT DROOL!! haha!

Okay, thats Gerald over here.
My face cmi , so liddat luh hah!

TADA~ graduated, LOL. lame. hahha.
dint expect to receive a cert for this =.=
like COOL only. heh.
okay, theres abit more that I haven't received yet.
soo, yeap, thats for the time being ;)

Replies:
qiuyan: haha! why sia? JYJY.
JianZhengWEIs: Go away lah,shoo!, XL! LOL. x)
manfen: hahahha, wadever lah, i like!
ZHENGWEI: hah! its not too late to know. =) not the retarded part.
Secret Fan: hey there, thnks for ur endless support! =) HAHAHA!
LH: replied on ur blog =D
BEELIAN: hah! thnks! wah, 敲诈！daylight rob from LIAN.
Jianwei: hahha, do luh~ its ard the same date i heard.
XUELING: hahaha okok! x) good. i see ur coming here. heh!
LH: hah, yeah, wait next yr beh. xD
Jianwei: ur biz lah, i like leh. LOL.
g: nah, its difficult. HAHA. & probably not gng into that industry -.-

2009-09-27T02:19:00.001+08:00

Seconday~

got the hang of it alr. =)

still as tiring, busy-er than ytd but fun-er~

was not rly bad as what i think.

but being a "chef" is rly not easy =.=

time passes quite fast cause was rly busy.

& we "tasted" those great food. x) LOL.
ok fineee -.- . stole & eat it secretly. HAHAHA.

these food are hard to resist hahaha~

especially when we're dealing with it.

great experience, great colleagues ;D

& these caucasians are paying bloody 8k or more sey. -.-

crazy, to me. LOL.

another racer from Toyota came today,

so probably another one more tml? x)

okayy, lastday + final race tml!

heard its fullhouse, sooo cfm sibei busy.

so i better go sleep now~

2009-09-26T01:39:00.003+08:00

First day , superb tiring.

Im almost lame after standing for 15hrs -.-

Had fun making popiahs,spag/pasta. x)
Day 2 tml~ hais.

Day 3 cfm ... worse.
but the good thing is.. can see a lil of the race LOL.

working at the Toyota section. hah!

saw one of the drivers from Toyota .
Not allowed to take any photos there =\

This pass below worth 200+ bucks. =O

If i lost it, im dead.

because = almost more than half of my pay gone.

2009-09-24T14:52:00.002+08:00

Friend ; Fiend
They differ by the missing letter "R".
"R" = Relationship.
Depends how you treat this "R".
Cherish it , your a Friend
Screwed it , your a Fiend
Clear enough beh?

Work starts tomorrow.
12 hrs sia ~ =\ sigh.

2009-09-23T13:51:00.007+08:00

Top 1 yesterday = NVR SLEEP AT ALL = bodyclock haywired
even till this morning, hahaha. was anxious about the results.
I'm pretty satisfied with it =DD HOHOHO.
一份耕耘一份收获 , last minute hardwork paid off~ LOL
okayy , I think luck is also a contributing factor lah. ;)
*deleted*
ltr ppl say i keep haolian-ing here lah. whatever shit.
=.= zzzzzzz.
Jiayous , we all can do even better the next sem ! =)
& Goodluck to those JC ppl taking promos soon.

Gonna work from Fri till Sun liao.
Wish me luck okay~ hope everything goes smoothly.
& becox of that, I gotta cut my hair short.
Arrghh. totally cmi . hahahahaha. -.-
okay, gotta go sleep awhile. tata.

A, you better do what you've said uh! ;) better quit soon. tc.

daniel,Dor : Replied.
LH: hahaha. wahlau, mine cant play leh.

Jianwei & Wanjing: WHAT? I like leh! HAHAHA.
Secret Fan: Hello! Thats nice of you to stalk me. x)
BEELIAN: More shuai-er leh! hah! yup,idiotic one. hmmm mayb.
Jianwei: HAHAHA! No more lah no more!
ZHENGWEI: LOL, can load lah, u donno one lah. LOL!
g: Tyvm for tagging uh. hhahaaa.

2009-09-19T15:11:00.008+08:00

What's the most difficult subject in life on earth?
It is "Relationship".
AGREE?

Whatever u do involve interactions.
Regardless emotionally or physically,
Its difficult to handle it flawlessly. true enough?
thus, we do allow mistakes to happen.
But how much could one forgive and forget?
Thats the problem..
And thats why its difficult to handle between these.

Therefore, alot of conflicts might happen and so on.
& resulted in broken relationships.
but if you calm down and think agn, worth anot?
So we have to use the MOST mature mind to evaluate
whats right or whats wrong.
sometimes thick skull are difficult to screw (not refering to anybody)
but in some special cases, then bobian lah. just ignore.
cause IGNORANCE IS BLISS. ;D
whatever it is, just dont live life with regrets.

*ALERT*
you see this?
<----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Its getting dusty yah?
know what to do already? x)
thnks!

but in the meantime...
I seemed to have lost myself. -.-
What do I live for? and I live for what?
& Life is getting pretty boring sia. haha.
I need someone/something to spice it up. LOL. ;D

*BLUR*模糊*
I can't find myself. =\
I guess I need my life to change.

2009-09-19T03:45:00.002+08:00

okay, I'll confirm update tml.

JUST YOU WAIT !!

hahahha! im not threatening you! PEACE V.

2009-09-09T23:28:00.007+08:00

HELL-O.
Its 090909 people!
blogger 've been naughty not allowing me to upload fotos =\

Teoheng at somewhere near payalebar. =)
nacho chips is addictiveee , omgosh. hahaha.
down to town for astons aft k session.

Stylish @ St James;PH was dopeshit.
there was freeflow by the boss for a period ;D (Y)
everybody went crazy when "IT's MY LIFE" hah!
totally relaxed and enjoyed myself.
Its a form of exercise uh. HAHAHA!
down to Clubber Jw's hse after that.
then Tiong Mac for breakie =)
saw the sibei tired ZY on her way to sch.
LOL, sounds so pathetic.

BBQ for 4/3 4/4'08 tml! cya there! ;D

okay some pickchers here~

PH in PH ; if u get wad i meant ;D

Talk to my hand!

The classic Wj's pose.

2009-09-05T00:26:00.009+08:00

After my lil workout ytd, met up with Z , B , W.
went PPP's mac meet Z & B first , they were studying diligently =O
JC sibei stresss but POLY ALSO hahaha!
Wah i see the H1 bio ah, wan sleep niao. =\
Porridge at cheenatownnn.
W was sibei scary machiam hungry _____. =x HAHAHA!
*touchwood*
Dessert at somewhere near & we talk sibei long =)

*WARNING*WARNING*WARNING*
Chiobu & Handsome below!
OIE DON LAUGH LEH! =D

AOH'09 was alrighto & tiring & sticky & wet.
oh btw, 2 weeks of my holidays have passed -.-
sibei fast lehhhhhhhhhhhhhh =\ left with 6wks.
Tried shooting several military weapons over there virtually =D
Matador was the best among the ones i tried. (Y)
like sibei cool only. HAHAHA.
Trained to SP =O (cheapo xD)
for Mc spicy, SINFULLL LOL!
Think jw took some pict, gotta get some from him aft he comes back =)

Run & swim tml. ;D
* I dont like running =\* hahahaa.
BURN THAT CALORIES BABYYY! =D
im freaking tired now & i dont know wad to blog else more.

I hate it when........
I hate it when...........
I fking hate it when........
I freaking fking hate it when........
Peace ur cb. _|_
YOU dint even meant it.

2009-09-02T01:38:00.009+08:00

Alright , my hols have gone for about 1 week plus.
*blink* gosh, 1 week pass niao. =\ fast uh.
and ppl are ending their exams soon niao. LOL!
like finally uh? hahaha~

shall recap what I did uh. if this sounds boring then pls find ur way out =)
HAHAHHAA, cause its a boring blog =\

maintained some workout done, hope the fire lasts.
had dinner at billybombers with classmates aft exams.
Went SSA for SSA celebrity & BBQchicken & WHERE GOT GHOST & Donuts
(almost cried when they "interviewed" MISS LIM ZHI YIN) *touching* T.T
Its how the environment & things happened which affect our lives
that made us who we are now.
I admire your courage,determination & etc. =) JIAYOUS!
Jurong port visit & warehouse on 26/8.
chionged dramas & variety shows.
caught " The Proposal" & homed lol.
Swam with Y , headed down to GWC for dinner, down to some
cheenatown pub to meet J and her parents, had a small cup
of vodka lime, sang & played photohunt, supper( I din ate much xD hoho)
, stayover at J's place, played poker and some lame games , slept lol.
010909, din went back oss, meet the others at tiong,headed down
safra to bowl,left with a lost battle with that fking
poor management of safra bowling,down to
vivo's food republic for dinner, homed.

Hahaha. that must be the BEST summary u've read right!
PLEASE SAY YES! LOL.
OKAY, im off to sleep and continue with my mundane life =\
and..... I WANT A FULL BODY 马杀鸡!!
hah, having aches all over, but IM LOVIN' IT. LOL!

That guy with a hat sang "对面的女孩看过来" to that angmo
which knows chinese & they ended up singing
together... like this. HAHHA LOL.

2009-08-27T17:51:00.002+08:00

让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍
允许我保留我最后一点点特权
事情如果那么简单那就好了
想让自己不见
瞬间就统统消灭

人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血
悲伤也不会流泪

我不需要愚昧的尊严.

Fuck you.
Hate you for appearing in my life. =)

2009-08-22T15:07:00.002+08:00

Been waiting for 2week for this episode =)
YOU MUST WATCH!
Totally 佩服佩服 .. definitely.. *OMG*
童颜杀手蔡艾珈-我该得到 ; 25marks(fullmarks) LOL (Y)

Anthony- K歌之王 (fullmarks)

Anticipating next week too!
Got Olivia Ong. & she pk-ed 掉曾梓淞.

2009-08-21T22:56:00.004+08:00

SCHOOL's OUT! TIME TO PARTYYY! ;D

Its end of exams for SMA x) woohoo.
like finally. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
slept for 5-6hrs average this week. =\
gonna recharge this weekend! HAHAHA.

just received an email from SP, the study venues for examinations.
kinda stupid to only receive it after exams LOL.
canot blame, SMA no sem exams. HOHOHO!

210809;this date ends the end of exams & start of hols.
but also.....
1st month anniversary...
offff.....
NOT EATING FAST FOOD. LOLOLOLOL~
what a day! HAHAHAHA!

okayyy. intense training soon & work during F1 period.
hope it turn out well !! =D
HAPPY MUGGING PPL~
All the best and lucks to ur =)

2009-08-18T15:42:00.006+08:00

你们好！下午好！
正在和蔡塞敏说华语
华语好！LOL

Econs is screwed. except for worldscale cal. x)
Forget it, what's done has been done. No point brooding all over it.
Just let it go, don't let one failure put you down,
get back on your feet, learn from your mistakes, without mistakes we'll never learn.
We can do better next time ;)

Cheer up people, it's not the end of the world, it's just the beginning =)
beginning .... of a new paper tml. LOL-.-!!!!
its ports tml. yay~ hahahhahaa!
4 more papers ; 3 more days!! =Ｄ
ＣＨＥＥＲＳ！

2009-08-17T13:26:00.003+08:00

My vision is getting worse!
farfar away things damn blur aft my paper. LOL
think i should laptop-less. hah!

1 paper down!
Shipping was alrighto ~ MCQ NO KICK xD.
Heng i went thru the self test and alot MCQ came from there.
HOHOHOHOHHOHO.
BUT.... open ended was....... =\
i fgt alotalotalot small details ! arrghh~
alright 4 more days to go ;
5 more papers.
Terrifying econs tml =\

4 more days! ;D

2009-08-13T17:32:00.002+08:00

Currently my throat is getting better~ LOL.
but that fking nose still on the run. -.- darn.

Lab test turn out well ;D only a few mistake =\
Stat Tutorial was doing some serious studying =)
Started the day out pretty well,
hope it last till the night uh. hahaha.

Exams ending in .... 8 more days ! =D

2009-08-12T22:15:00.002+08:00

Is Singapore a first world country? maybe..
but i think ppl would classified us as third world citizens. lol
judging by the disgraceful acts in the public. hmmmm.
what i meant was like those aunties/uncles anyhow shooting others. hahaha.

This sickness got me shagged.
Down with a sorethroaty & flu-ew.
Nose kept running and i couldnt catch it =\
And its fking irritating when its blocked.
well.. having excel lab test tml. wish me luck k. heh.
with exams round the corner,
pls takecare of ourselves okay LOL.
zzzzz.

finally done with all presentations! it sucks big time okayy.
especially IDEAS. zzz. noob lect. BYE! no need see u agn. ;D
And the ever demanding lect from safety. zzz.
k gotta sleep soon. byebye.

Gonna be so dead for next wk's exams.
haven rly prepared =\

2009-08-10T21:43:00.003+08:00

Singapore's birthday ytd. just like any other days =\
Went top1-ing in the afternoon.
Headed to Marina's xingwang cafe dinner.
Walked somewhere to catch fireworks.
Squeezed thru thousand of ppl like mad.
people shouting like fkers. LOL.
decided to head down to odean towers for the below event.
saw some peeps there ;D
the place was small luh -.- & music not rly nice =\

MUGGING WEEK IS HERE.
CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!!

2009-08-08T15:36:00.006+08:00

Intense mugging aft xg5.
Aijia, Diya, Zhiyang went pk. all got good results =)
damn pro lah can. especially aijia.
But Aijie & Zhiyang's performance was different from the past.
I mean the way they sing lah hahaha.
22 for aijia this week. I heard she scored full marks next wk.
kk.something to look forward to. LOL
bye. time is dashing out. hahahaha.
不痛

记得

2009-08-03T01:00:00.003+08:00

Ever wondered..
Sometimes ur alone eventhough surrounded by ppl?
How life could be sooo screwed?
We have to tolerate people's nonsenses?
What do we live for?
When can we rly achieve what we want?
If time has 48 hrs a day?
Sometimes we have to wear a mask?
Putting a strong front but hurting inside badly?
How to enjoy life?
Your fking sad but no one to confront to?
God is fking unfair? (becox hes black!)
oops. sucha racist comment. hah! just joking LOL.
come to think about it .
if you could be someone,
who would u be?
Just some random thoughts up there =\

This afternoon, was changing my bedsheets..
I came across these letters.. & I took it out and read it.
(as it was under my bed. LOL)
And i smiled to myself. LOL. Sweet =)
Another week gone..
2 weeks of preparations ; 1 week of exams
8 bloody weeks of holidays. wooohooo.
alright. gonna start revising from tml onwards.
Hang on for 3 weeks PATRICK!!
party's heading your way!

I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through.
Don't resent me, help me leave behind some reasons to be missed.
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself.

Defensiveness means that they will not accept information at face value
but instead will look for hidden, deceptive meanings.

2009-07-30T14:48:00.003+08:00

Time passes damn fast isnt it?
Its my grandfather's death ann. few days ago. 1 yr just passed like that =\
We were preparing for prelims a yr ago..
& here I am in poly now ,3months passed alr.
And.... exams are round the corner agn -.-
But SMA have xtra 2 weeks of hols. =D
cause sem exam starts at 17aug if im not wrong. haha~
but it also means theres less time to prepare.
SHITTTT,gonna start preparing aft this week le.
I hope i can find the motivation uh. zzzz.
Gotta work harder towards my goal & Earn some cash this coming hols. ;D

damnnnnn lethargic.
but.... gotta complete many things first. =\
bye. update when i free agn. lol =x

2009-07-25T17:01:00.004+08:00

Singing ; not just some words coming out from ur mouth.
& the lyrics is important too.
TOTALLY BRAVO. *applause*
Especially the first vid. wooo.
My passion =)

2009-07-25T01:38:00.004+08:00

"By putting others down won't boost your ego, instead it shows how shallow you are."
how true.. hah. random.
*credits; Miss Elaine Hong*

I'm seriously amused by you. LOL.
no comments . hahahaha. *roll eyes*

okayy seriously need some sleep this weekend.
totally... SHAGGGGGGGGGG.
with all projects' deadline nearer & nearer.
hah.totally fun with polymates.
when the grp is singing fanatics. hahahaha!
we could just start singing out of nowhere.
and get ourselves high like nobody's biz. LOL
especially this week. hohoho.

okay. gotta catch some sleep now. ZOI GIN !
Hello Morning , I gotta sleep now!

maybe u aint the one..

2009-07-24T00:12:00.004+08:00

Solar Esclipse? Whats that?
Just the moon blocking the sun making it dark in the day. LOL
plus its raining , which makes the weather so nice to sleep.
And made me skipped my cargo lesson-.- . shitt. hahaha.

Long day at school. late for stats. lol..
recently damn sleepy siols. =\
my stats results totally shocked me. when i thought that i was going to fail my lab.
i actually passed it . WOOO. whats more?
ANOTHER 88 FOR MY THEORY! WOOAHHOOOO~
ooops. hhahaa. seriously tyco sey.
but my gpa for the papers is not well done luh .. zzzz.
exams are coming again... sian =\

i need some workout!
probably tml aft sch? hahaha.

ITS FRYDAYYYYYYY.

maybe.. theres a way..

numb.

Replies;
MANFEN: replied u noob. hate somemore-.-

LH: isit? how u know? LOL.
xueting: hahaha. still long to see lah.
Danielle: haha~ twit u. LOL. xiang tai duo? lah.

2009-07-18T00:58:00.003+08:00

Hectic week finally ended.
was fking lethargic this week. donno why.
it might due to physically.. but mentally too. =\
I even had a self-claimed holiday on thurs.
skipped Stats. =x was damn tired.
Kinda disappointed with Econs althou gotten a B.
Alot of careless luh , if not can get an A le =(
sibei sian. screwed MST. left 1 more paper.
wont hope so much niao. =\

When i think abt wad's going to be installed for me in yrs to come,
i get excited... but at the same time pretty worried.
What if the world rly ends at 2012? (from wj blog)

& i also realised that there are indeed many different types of frens.
they come and go at different points in life.
10 years.. or mayb 20/30 years..
it'll be interesting to see who's left.

Its terrible..... deeply inside,

there's no way i could get out of this.
I yearn for something ;
something that might nvr come true.

Replies;

wanjing: LOL clever idiot. haha!
ZHENGWEI: yah luh. damn funny too. "hes so hairy luh!" hah!
Danielle: Hello. LOL u tink too much. hah!
manfen: idiot! haha. u want ah? i help u buy lah? u give me $$ can niao. ;D
ヨランダ & qinfang & Dor : replied at ur all blog =)

2009-07-15T00:03:00.002+08:00

FML down upside.
feel so sucky when its sleeping time.
cause.. it just suck.

your just one immature piece of shit.
im gonna ignore you for the rest of my life.
so. get out of my life. lol.
any problems related to you is none of my biz.

2009-07-12T19:22:00.009+08:00

1 grp photo with the warriors & dmtm students!

Nothing is better than a day in the pool ;D hohoho.
Miss Special is so bovine & said "hes hairy"
when we all know that person knows english lo. x) fking funny.
& that person looks happy when he heard hes HAIRY xDD!
noob sow (*(oo)*) JL! . lol.
met up with the rest at Astons.
went over arcade at ps. basketballed. wooooooots. broke my record! =D
all the hardwork is paid off thou. xD i know myself lah. at least. lol.
its the time factor that i will reach my goal.
I shall persevere on. =)

I just felt so sick & tired dealing with relationship problems.
especially when i failed every of them.
its sucha bore living in this bloody world. BOOO!
it totally suck shit. crap. lol.
okay im not emo-ing or wad. just ranting..
poly life could just numb me from thinking all of these.
I know there's nth i can control & things would probably not turn out well if i were to force it to happen.
i'll learn and let things flow naturally and hope for the best.
Trapped in the world of endless days =\

upon hearing those comments, i just got soooo turned off.
and the impression of it is getting worse.
it's described as if it is so perfectly when the truth is it is not.
ignorance by the ppl who commented? i don't know.
i dint drink vinegar lah. its a fact im stating =x
aiyah. i wont be affected by the comments.
becox i know wad the truth is, & i strongly believe in it.
its just so noob to agree with it. LOL.
aiyah wadever.

On a random note, I've got an A in Ports! wooots.
lucky number sey. guess how much i score?
no need. i tell u. 88! chio beh. LOL.
lastime is 66, now 88, can go buy 4D. hah!
will the next results be 99? HAHAHA!
ok. im imagining things. LOL!

2009-07-08T23:17:00.003+08:00

DMTM will be known as Maritime Business next yr again.
like sooooo nice and cool only. LOL.
no class today! cause went Hospice @ PolyMarina.
It was a meaningful trip although the food there sucks -.-
interact with some elderly. entertained them too.
they're god's creations who are destined to fight illness.
they're our role models as well as warriors.
God bless these brave warriors! =D
May they defeat their enemy. JIAYOUS!
Its sad to see their present state.
especially reminded me of my grandfather. =\
this is life.. hais.
alright donno how continue liao. =(

2009-07-06T23:50:00.002+08:00

Okayy. MST is over like last week. (phew)
Finally had some good sleep in weekend ;D hohoho.
Cargo was boring.
Got back shipping prac. result , kinda disappointing. =\
wanna maintain at least 3.0 gpa ? =\ difficult.
released early cause no mood for lessons , LOL!
headed down LOT1 with Angella, Daphnie, Pamela & Jacinta.
i bought nothing. hahaha.
mass disiaoing ah red today . LOL.
Dinner with parents near tiong.
saw ZHOR ZHOR JIEJIE . hahahaha!
but dint saw bianbian wortxzsxzsx.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
Ports & Econs tml.. i hope... it will turn out fine. =)

2009-07-03T05:55:00.003+08:00

Heyo people. look at the time now. ahhaah.
in fact. woke up by 4plus to do my econs E assess.
ytd the internet connection sucked totally! -.-
keep having problems. zzzzz.
I CANT WAIT FOR MST LAST PAPER TO FINISH.
& im not done studying cargo.
sooo. shall go study now.
exam on 10am.
crazy bo -.- now wake up study . like omg only LOL.
and......

A DIP IN THE POOL & FEEL THE HEAT OF THE SUN!
WOOOOOOOOO.

2009-07-01T20:39:00.002+08:00

Econs not too bad i guess? i hope -.-
IDEAS was alright =)
Ports... haahhaah.
We love Captain Mohit! LOL. x)
Only Dmtm/1b23/24 knows why. hahaha!

Its finishing! QUICK! -.-
Tml is i tink might be the worst papers.
I dint like literature & hist when in sec sch.
but.. SAFETY .... WORST.
no time to study lah sian.
cant afford to lose anymore time.
gotta go mug now!
I LOVE STATS & SAFETY !!!

NOT.

2009-06-29T23:46:00.004+08:00

Shipping Practice DOWN!
Cant imagine the results . but will pass lah. =)
wasted my time today agn. hais.
Maritime Econs tml ! FIGHTING!!!!

Patrick hopes MST to end quicker. =\
hes suffocating in the world of MST.

2009-06-29T00:38:00.004+08:00

Its TOMORROW. *screams like a lunatic* LOL
Im so not prepared leh. how? die liao luh. hais.
okay im not going to waste time here niao.
GOODLUCK PEEPOS !! =D
LETS PRAY HARD GOT EXTEND. =x hahahaha!

i guess i'll just have to get that idea off my mind. =\

2009-06-24T00:52:00.004+08:00

I gotta admit that i've been rly lazy to blog. =x
Fking MST in 5 days.
why wouldnt the gov. extend the holidays?!?!?!
so much for those votes-.-
F.
my heart do goes out to H1N1 patients though , but
i still needed more time lah ~
I also want to enjoy life lah ~
HAIS.

rushing into overcrowded trains in morning.
check.

thinking what to wear everyday.
check.

always wanting to have longER sleep.
check.

pretending to listen in class while facebking. =x
check.

trying to rush assignments/projects on time
check.

Im tired of this kind of life luh . SIANS.

Study for MST.
not check!!

Complete E-asess/ projects.
not check!!

i alw wanted to study. but failed to do so. hahaha
ended up playing comp -.-
die liao luh. exam lai liao luh. still not studying luh.
exam confirm fail liao luh. LOL luh!
i gotta stop here liao luh.
so tata luh. gonna sleep liao luh.
bye luh!
shall update aft MST luh!

replies;
wanjing: hahaha. u jio me lah? XD
BEELIAN: of cox. lah. im who sia? haha.
MANFEN: haaha. =x sure~ i'll make sure u shriek.
DANIELLE: yah so wuxim LOL.
XUELING: okays! hahhaa.
passer-by 1 : may i know who are u? i like ur msg. =x LOL! jk.
passer-by 2 : ur name? haha! true! he/she shld tag his blog lah-.-
thnks for bringing laughters to my blog u 2. LOL.
MANFEN: yesyes? lolol.
zhiyin/wanjing: okok~ xD
Dorothy: -.- yah SOOO HAPPY THYTHY. LOL

2009-06-11T03:19:00.001+08:00

Its Holidays =\ 3weeks.
Meaning MST coming soon too. zzzzz.
NOOOOOO!! WO BU YAOOOO . hahahahahahahhaa.
I still haven rly started studying and many things haven completed~
projects,e-assessments all these.. headache. =\

have been attending concerts these few weeks.
which cost about 42 bucks in total. LOL. sot right haha.
next is incredible hunk(LOL) & gorice's birthday.
K-ed in Top1 . Steamboat. Arcade. hah.
i upload some photos nia. lazy. at below. lol.

tried to study on Sonday , Munday & Chewsday.
FAILED. nvr even go touch =x

Today went LC study with zw jw qf. not productive =\
but entertaining. LOL.
only read a few pages on econs nia.tink nth went in.
GSS! woooohoooo.
went town & bought 2 shirts,1 pant,1 hoodie. ;)
purpose of going town is eat pepper lunch.
cause got 30% there hahaha!
NOT CHEAPO OKAY!
Is save $$$ , now economy downturn luh. wahaha.
sweet. everything 30% off on apparels and dinner. ;D
more shopping to be done =x LOL

thats all folks. gotta turn in.
swimming session tml! =D
& K session aft Econ tutorial soon! hoho.

My dear Bian. LOL. XD

Sry for the late replies;
Jianwei: hais.yeh lo. fking sian diao.
XUELING: HELLO! =D
daniel=) : THNKYOU. LOL.
yl: FOF! shutup haha.
wanjing:) : HAHAHA.i donno i donno. LOL.idiotic queen! she nvr tag my blog luh. boxim de. okayy. i meeting u soon. LOL.
Pooh: BASTARD -.- is u owe me luh. lame.
Danielle: LOL yahyah hahaha. cya soon.
Elaine: haha nono decades. LOL.
qiuyan: -.-.. i told u alr. not my course lah. hahaha.
MANFEN: count somemore luh -.- i update le leh. xD

2009-05-31T23:39:00.004+08:00

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm Singin'
I need to find you , I gotta find you

You're the missin' piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you , I gotta find you
oh yeah

You're the remedy I'm searchin' hard to find
To fix the puzzle that I see inside
Painting all my dreams the colour of your smile
When I find you it will be alright.

=)

Hah. none of those work mentioned below are completed -.-
how great. LOL. goodluck to me.
hope i can finish all by time.

2009-05-27T22:47:00.005+08:00

busy busy busy. hahaha. hows life pee-pearl?
Reminder to myself :
P&T , SFSB , SHIPRAC, CARHAND, SAFETY, IDEA , ONOW 's project
Cargo's e-test , ONOW's reflective essay.
TO BE COMPLETED!!! =\
WELCOME TO POLYTECHNIC's LIFE! -.-
It passes damn fast , its alr 1month plus le.

Finally.. after 5 trips down the service centre..
i got back my lappy today -.- .
Its not even 1month old & its spoiled liao. wtf.
& for that , i've got 1 free fujitsu cap , 2 bags(those can recycle de)
LOL-.- . arrghh. waste alot of time.
but on a brighter note , i paid more attention in class.
haha. cause no distractions. LOL!

becox of the workload , i seriously need some exercises -.-
soo.. swimming session soon! haha. ;D

Come Red ; Great minds thinks alike. ROFL!
that person is damn faker too. LOL. =x

2009-05-19T23:33:00.004+08:00

Heyo peeplos.
had a great weekend last week.
Had a fun & tiring sat with YL , Jas, (Dev,Jen ). LOL
saw xt & daphnie that day haha.
Went BK for break. Kim Seng CC for badminton.
shiok. so long nvr play liao hahahaha.
Proceeded to swimming aft that.
HARDCORE UH! hahahha. great exercise sey.
dinner at tiong agn .
down to cheenatown look for K's prices.
finally settled for midnite Kbox. =\ exp.
but! got ppl treat . thnks to J's uncle? hahaha.
till 4am . pei them steamboat . LOL-.-
steamboat in the middle of the morning.
HSH. slept at 7 am liddat nia.
slept thru the whole afternoon in sunday LOL.

THERES SO MUCH THINGS TO BE DONE!
arrghh =\ TIRED.
oh yah -.- my lap went to doctor liao. wth -.- LOL

Badminton trials tml -.- .. hahaha.
SHUTUP. don look down on horizontally challanged ppl! =D
respect them & they will respect u.
at least for me. haha!

STEAMBOAT~~

2009-05-11T01:03:00.002+08:00

I FIXED MY LAPTOP BY MYSELF !
PRO NOT ?! LOL~
actually rly went to the service care center....but....
they gave me a piece of paper to follow the instructions to reformat my lap.
-.-
so u say i genius not? wahaha.
kk got a lil bit high there =x LOL
cause i know absolute nth about lappy mah =\

morning class cancelled tml!
soo my sch for tml is 1-3pm! woo.
but...WHY WE DON HAVE VESAK DAY HOLIDAY TOO? =\
maybe going down early to do project.
i've a bloody 7 projects leh. nb.
(^&%*^&&^%$#%$&$%^&$

p.s: cherlynn , got so many one ah? =\

2009-05-10T03:09:00.003+08:00

Heh . Lollipop @ Zouk was alright =D
bored in the starting cause of some lame performance =x
haaha. oh yah SP-OSS gathering + 2 INTRUDERS! wahhaha jkjk!
Luckily can hun go in . hoho. if not wasted hahaha.
will upload the photos tml. if not u can see at my fb =)

The next day aft Lollipop still have sch . zzz.
almost din managed to survive thru it. hahaha
was like almost dozing off and closing my eyelid lah~ shag.
went for SPCO's concert in the evening =D

WEEKENDD!!! RESTTTTTT ~~~ ARRGHH.
and watch my videos. woots.
xinguang5~ got nice voices if not i wont see liao
cause xg4 kinda bored me lastime =\
One of the contestant that made me keep watching it =D
楊駿文. his voice bloooooody nice woo.
press HQ button for better sound quality and viewing .

白天不懂夜的黑 . =DD

狼. SUPERB!!

春泥. ahh -.- my screwed up song. LOL.

gotta go funan tml to send my lap for repair-.-
arrghh. thnks to .... =\ lol.
just aft i can play SA in my lap.. then this happened.
SUAY~

2009-05-07T00:47:00.003+08:00

*YAWNS* so tired =\
Weekends coming! QUICK!!
I've 2 projects to be presented next week . sianed.
*FAINTS*

ITS LOLLIPOP TML! ;D
GATHERINGGG~

2009-05-02T01:47:00.002+08:00

Sch's great. everybody knowing each other more =D
random , i simply loathe the travelling -.-
I dont like some of the modules too.
especially this complusory module - IDEA.
simply CRAP! waste time nia. haha
talking about this....
i've this IDEA project to be done individually which is due next tues.
holy fk. i've not done anything on it . 4days left =\
totally sianed diao niao . LOL

SP-OSS gathering~
next thurs! hahaha.
looking forward to the event. ;D

Replies;
Elaine: wth u suck more. u trying to use my name to attract attention isit? wahaha!
wanjing: omg-.- CRAPPY Os. haha. exclude that Os then yup! XD
ZHENGWEI: LOLOL wth. it contains ur memories with qh neh.
xueting: haha! u 2! jyjy.
ZHENGWEI: swee ah! ;x U ARE SEXY BOMx2 . don geygey.
LH: LOL. i missed it sia =\

2009-04-26T23:48:00.002+08:00

Wahlau eh. the earth is melting isit? LOL.
Today woke up as thou just ran 2.4 luh -.- bloodly hell.
woke by the heat. kao. haha.
STOP burning trees or ON ur aircon lah!
im environment-frenly okay~ hahahhaa. =x

Sudden Attack doesnt allow me to play! =\
Guess it tells me i gotta concentrate on my studies first.
haha! simply canot login for the whole weekend luh! =\

Its monday tml.. weekends alw end fast.
Im lazy to go school. haha
I wanna go back to sec days.
not the crappy Os , but the moments in class. ;D
Benji is trying to organise an outing for 4/4 .
anyone on? provided almost everyone free lah =)

2009-04-26T00:36:00.010+08:00

ITS FINALLY WEEKEND! woots!

haha. i swear poly life is tiring.
its not as slacking as u tink LOL.
and finally i can sleep longer today hahaha!
im starting to like my class. LOL.
theres laughters every lesson ;D

Tues seriously a long day.
but the Econs teacher made it not so boring. hoho
hes great. hes candian+chinese sey. so cool.
din make it to the free cone thingy -.-
so met the others at mac & had dinner aft that.
I dont like wed's lessons.
in fact , its the module & lect i don like -.- fk.
had lunch with zw & went SCH.
waited for damn long just to see like 4 schools only.
haha. but GWH's pieces. not bad. haha.
Thurs. short & sweet =)
but its stats for ship biz. its confusing for some of the terms. =\
finally a swim session with zw after soooo long. haha.
Finally Friday(FF)!
lesson dismissed early & went met up with recontuer.
slack in the club till everyone's here , well not everyone.
went dinner at Clementi @ prata house.
hmmm pratas there not bad thou.haha.

next week gonna come soon =\

Replies;
XY : stop spamming! HSM noob! yes delete le.
Elaine: dint even see u sia. LOL.
xueting: LOL. yah sian. i'd love him so much luh.
MANFEN: haha. u 2! jy for studies.
Limzy: abit also win wad! xD wah PRO! *claps* wahah.
Elaine: i rock the earth okay! xD
MANFEN: u agree wad?
wanjing: hoho! updated!
Li Hoon: haha thnks. u 2.
daniel=) : arbo kinda. confused with some of the terms.
LOL. i even dozed off in some of the boring lectures =x.

2009-04-20T23:42:00.002+08:00

First day of poly life!
Most slacking ever -.- .
practically a wasted trip over there. lol
firstly , class at afternoon was cancelled.
so class starts at 10, end at 12.
waited outside till 10.30 . lecturer still haven come -.-
class tutor came and say he took leave. WTF.
then take attendance can leave le -.-
okayy u might be complaining , liddat not good meh? hahaha!

TOMORROW IS FREE CONE DAY!!
Ben & Jerry de.
damn , i've class till 5.30. =\
tml gonna be a long long day..

2009-04-19T18:31:00.003+08:00

Finally the orientation has ended~ LOL.
Mon was totally BORING haha.
Tues was just spice training . totally waste of time haha.
pon-ed the trip to SPGG. aiya should have went luh.
cause they send the email , there like alot facilities. hahah.
met up with zx and went take cert.
THANK YOU MR KOH.
compared to ZX's testimonial , its like HEAVEN & HELL.
Mine is the HELL =D thnks alot mans!
love you so much Mr Koh! muacks.
Wed no need go wooooots.
Thurs is bloody flagday. zzz. wake up dam early.
met ben & chris. do awhile. then went slack x)
im so proud of myself.
$11.30. HHAHAA! won ziyun by 20cents leh! LOL.
met up with the others then proceeded to the party.
had some food and performances by SP.
after that...
HIT THE DANCE FLOOR. lol.
met up with my family~
had dinner tgt at clementi and homed.

RECONTUER FAMILY!

First row: Xinyi , Sean , Jiahao
Second row: Christine , Ivan , Yan tze
Third row: Me , Ronald & Dad(Duncan)
theres some not in the pict. haha.

hah and also . came across a blog and saw this.

True friendship looks at the heart and not just the outer cover , don't judge one by his/her looks . Truefriendship is loving one another unconditionally and showering with love and concern , and being truthful toone another , despite the hurt and quarrels that truthfulness may bring about .

A simple friend tells you fantasies to make you happy .
A true friend tells you straight to your face how ugly you look ,
despite knowing that you might be unhappy aftermath .

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest .
A true friend opens your refrigerator and helps herself .

A simple friend has never seen you cry .
A true friend has shoulders soaked with your tears

A simple friend hates it when you call after she has gone to bed .
A true friend asks you why you took so long to call .

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about their problems .
A true friend seeks to help you with your problems .

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A true friend could blackmail you with it .

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument .
A true friend calls you after you had a fight with them .

I tink its bloody true lah.
just read properly & u'll know.
Credits to EEE lame.( cutie elaine -.- pukes*)
wahahaha. she typed this herself ;D
i salute u for this. HAHA. =D

Damn. its the end of holidays.
& i finally finished my prepmaths. althou i anyhow.
its take a long time to get full marks -.- LOL.
And so.. its tml. not very excited thou. haha.
Good luck to any yr1s for the new journey tml! =)

Replies:
JINGWEN: LOL YES?? HAHA.
Elaine: wad lah EEE lame. u tink u very cute meh? xD
zhiyin: LOL another don wan face de LOL.
wanjing:) : another ONE MORE don wan face. HAHA!
zhiyin: haha! yah samesame both don wan face =x
XY: haha! update le.
XUELING: huh?? o.0
beelian: haha! thanks yo!
Elaine: EEE lame!
qiuyan: wahaha tyty! thnks alot for ur praise. x)
wth. where got. kyp is like so much different from this mr koh too. xD

2009-04-15T02:31:00.002+08:00

REPLIES ;D

manfen: replied. wah f me sey. ppl like u cockeye leh. haha!
yl: thnks! ..... whose bigger? x)
wanjing: yes! no doubt its the holy CHI YING.
zhengwei: hahaha! yes laugh more!!
XY: haha replied=D
manfen: hehe. canot click mah. of cox! im alw good! =)
y3hfr1: haha ur welcome! ohicic. jiayous! aiyah can de lah =D
Ivan: heyo BROTHER! haha . we're just next block! xD
Danielle: hahaha ur welcome.
zhiyin: of cox its naturally cute! let u reminiscing the past! LOL.
Denise: -.- yahh wahaha.
Lim zy: wahah thnks. x) zy also cute?!?! hah!
Elaine: eyerr-.- hahaa thanks har. xD

2009-04-13T01:11:00.007+08:00

okayy my blog is rotting~ hahahha.
basically having my orientation down at SP later..
like.. 7 hours more? ( & im still not asleep!)LOL.
holidays ending.. poly is starting.. -.-
im on the B modules.. will be tough . =\
but its alright! xian ku hou tian ;D
Tomorrow marks a new beginning & journey. (mayb its next mon?)
New friends , New environment ~ haha.

okayy now looking back.
i was in chinatown studying nursery( staying in grandfather hse),
then moved house to tampines.. near my grandma hse-.- LOL.
enrolled into East Spring Secondary, but was in Qiao Nan pri.
cause ESPS haven built finish? right? LOL!
get to know a bunch of new frens. haha! ( still got contact now leh!)
only got back to them like sec3 and 4.
last photo taken at ESPS.

when i was primary 3. hahhaa!
must look at my hairstyle. LOL! wtf. hahahha.
moved hse back to chinatown-.- (own house) when mid p3 liddat.
then here it is! stamford primary school! LOL~
new frens new environment yet again. hahaha.
press to enlarge~
must see Li_ ___ Yin & J__y O_g & C__g Ma__en.
wahahhahaha!

hahah. don hate me!
reminiscing the PAST! XD! wakakakaka.
here goes.. to OSS.
new fren new environment AGAIN! -.-.. hahaha.
Os pretty sucked. =\
but still heng. kena one of my own choice of course.
okay i shall end here-.- .. if not tml canot wake.
ORIENTATION! HERE I COME!
(don so much bonding games can le) LOLOL.

2009-04-03T11:43:00.005+08:00

Heyo. Back from SPSU FOC camp aft 2days alr.
haha. it was quite alright .
quite fun sey. only some parts are boring.
We can sleep like less 6hrs for 2 days.
bloody tiring and muscle aches everywhere.
RECONTEUR. Our Family name.
Mummy & Daddy were Cybele & Satyr.

Made alot of friends too. tink our family is kinda bonded lah hor?
we call them... BROTHERS & SISTERS. lol.
get to know our cousies too. Kantikoy.
okayy. shall upload some picts if i've had them.
pls send to me if u have them. thanks~

#^%#&$#%^*$#%&@#$(!
gotta do my Prepmaths tonight -.-..
*edited* mayb not. x)

2009-03-30T00:41:00.003+08:00

HELLOO PEOPLEEE.
will be at SP-SU camp from 30th Mar - 1st Apr.
Dont miss me too much! wahahaha. xD

i dont know wad to expect from this camp =\
maybe more friends? LOL.

2009-03-28T00:00:00.001+08:00

okayy . what will u do in the middle of night in boredom?
haha. talked crap with fern. and webcamed.
-.- do lots of crappy things haha.
i got picture of her! who wan? $50/pic. wahaha!
cfm u laugh till vomit? LOL.
now selling ;D hoho.

some random updates yah.
went for prepmath briefing at SP. -.- boring..
go home need do de luh. but i tink.. no use de.
ltr i tink sure waste my time agn haha.
subway-ed then slack at my hse. lol.

Met up with yl & jas.
haha.caught COMING SOON.
hmmm the movie ok nia. got some fright scenes.
someone freaked out and yelled. muhahaa.NOOB!
then went ikea restaurant ate dinner then homed.
Thank you !!
haha. shes the most generous one lah!
the most pretty one right? (HMMMMMMM)
she got me a SHOW's top from taiwan! (WOAHHH)
& another top and snacks. hahaha.
BELOW!! SEE SEE! LOL.
thnks alot! hehe.

Met up with daniel and chris today morning to do some work out.
darn tired. hahaha. had yakun and off home to SA!
waited till night then meet up with the others.
to celebrate Weichong's belated birthday! haha.
HAPPY BELATED 15th BIRTHDAY WEICHONG!
wanted to go cafe cartel , alot ppl. chnged to Fish & Co.
hmmm.. the food not bad! haha.
this is the good thing when u celebrate ur birthday in F&C.
u need to stand on top of ur chair holding a sparkle.
like that birthday boy below. xD

& the staffs will start to shout donno wad that we din even hear.
and announce to the whole restaurant that its WEICHONG's birthday. LOLOL.
and lastly the birthday song for him. haha!
he must be damn ps up there. u see he so stiff. wahaha!
oh! and u get a 10% discount if u celebrate ur birthday there. x)

oh yes. lastly.
A Happy Birthday to...
DANIELLE TAY and XUE LING! =DD
enjoy ur day! haha.

2009-03-19T22:22:00.003+08:00

okayy. Replies while im away~

ZHENGWEI: bingo! a kiss from me. hahaha!
lihui: fujitsu. haha. gratz on ur transfer! =)
MANFEN: stupid FERN! haha. im on land canot go find. haha.
yl: woots. TYTY. haha ok luh. pass u another day.
gordon: bingo too. aisey so smart. haha.
qiuyan: diao-.- wont de lah. jyjy. =D
MANFEN: =x sry lah. heh. i know u miss me very much right nanrenfern. xD

2009-03-19T16:12:00.006+08:00

YUPYUP.
Its genting! hahaha. ><
First of all. the travelling time is rly a torture!
its not 5-6hrs. its approx. 8 hrs! fk. gd enough to warm the sit.
PLUS! check in. waited 2 more hrs. zzz. about half of the day is gone.
so by the time we reach the hotel . its alr 4-5pm when we leave hse at 6am.

The trip alright only =\
cause i din get to go to the outdoor themepark zzz.
cause im going with parents & lil sis & some uncles aunties.
their main motive is of course go casino gamble lah. knn.
then they decided not to go into OTP cause "waste money".
i can see how they rly waste money in the casino lah -.-
then only go there arcade.. shopping nia.

but.. i totally love the weather there!
Foggy and cooling.
The hotel no aircon luh. only fan.
but its alr like got aircon liao. haha.
& the scenery there is breathtaking~ woots

im pretty upset bout not taking any rides at all -.-
must go with frens fun-er luh.
anybody wan?? hahaha.

LOL. & got one aunty call the hotel as " ke zhan"
hahahaa. i donno wads that in engrish lah. heh.
seems she still living in the past.

This pict dam cool right? pls tell me yah/yes.

Wad can u see? LOL
This is the most foggy period. pict taken same spot at different day.

see how foggy it is. haha. nice.

LOL this Fish N Chips dam pathetic de lo -.-
costs about the same price in spore but.. worser.
so kiam -.-
See the amt of fries .. and theres no salad or the beans.
& the "decoration" using the tomato & lettuce.
superb hor? hahaha.

SHOOT ME! LOLOLOLOLOL~

His mother's dustbin. xD
ur stupid if u dont get it.
I took this pict dam fast. cause very ps , got ppl looking LOLL.

trying to act as if at the real place inside the foto. LOL.

2009-03-15T00:50:00.002+08:00

Woohoo.just got my lappy ytd.
went home and charged like fk. needa charge for 12hrs.
SOOO excited to use.LOL.
ok im a lappy-retard. totally don know bout it haha!
alr dl SA into it somemore =\ lol.
hope i don ruin it b4 school starts heh.

okayyy gotta leave spore in 5hrs time.
excited? i donno -.- . travelling time = 5/6hrs? wtf.
the place im going starts with a "G" and ends with a "G" too!
lOl hint: not very far away -.- hahaha.

GUESS: I'll not miss u! =D tc!
MANFEN: hanarhanar very honoured.
LOL. -.- u can camp outside sch now!
ZHENGWEI+MANFEN: lets go tgt! hahah.
Dorothy: replied.
irfan: thnks babe ;D
QIUYAN: o.0 u tinking of transferring out meh?
qinfang: Replied .
GUESS: wahaha! u tink i idiot? donno tw got internet?
have u got my show? =\
Peiying: haha alright =D
ZHENGWEI: wahah yeh-.- the part where we take bus,
i suppose we need a dip soon.
MANFEN: shut up NOOB . i don tok to stupid ferns. haha.
daniel: -.- THANKS! =x
lihui: wahahah yah. xD
Jianwei: replied. shhh!
ZHENGWEI: ohhh haha okayy.

2009-03-13T03:12:00.005+08:00

Went out with Male Fern aft deciding sooo long on msn. -.-

cause shes like so famished? then went eat.

then go around walkwalk. catch up with her =)

arcade-ed . basketball. hoho. NOOB ! XD

hanar.. but she bishibashi(chi version) pro luh. haha!

I fgt which day we went "class outing". lol cause its not whole class.
onli involves 4/4 guys (but not all) & the chairwomen.
went bukit gombak there de laser quest.
The game is like real CS. only no nade and bomb lah. haha.

obviously SA did help alot. LOL!
I chionged like as if SA de warehse. haha! quite fun ;D

then ate Pizza Hut at PS.

then peace center lan-ed. L4D, CS.

Went IT Fair today with peeps. wahh dam alot of ppl.
get squeezed like fk. haha.
walk so long. but still din see any better de? sort of.
so i decided to purchase it at SP.
And im going down tml ~ woohoo.
watched Marley & Me.
hmmm nice show! very touching. hahaha.

Dreams are all weird ? haha.
I dreamt bout this ytd.
I was in the class in outram i guess? packing my laptop things.
then lefted sch with zhengwei. walking to the bustop.
looking at the watch , its 12.05am. but its bright and sunny outside.
the passerby's face would suddenly turn blue and chnged back and blue agn.
weird -.-. then we board the bus and i donno we're heading to where.
as we're travelling, the sky suddenly turned black.
the bus suddenly speed up as if like roller coaster sia. wtf.
then i tink i wanted to alight at punggol to go home?
but the bus driver like don wan let anybody alight, but onli board.
then suddenly i was in a room. kena kidnapped liddat.
and there were also other ppl and both my sis.
the kidnapper suddenly wan go eat? i cant rmb. so he went away.
so me my sis-es and some other ppl tried to get this chance to escape.
as i was running which was similar at my house de corridor,
the kidnappers chased us~ LOL. yah normally is liddat -.-
then runrunrun need faster go down stairs.
my elder sis alr donno run where , but my lil sis was behind me.
then still continue to run till 5th floor. i looked above see where others.
but i saw the kidnapper alr caught my lil sis.
and he carried her and throw her down . omg-.-
i was below trying to catch her.. (like wtf . obviously canot)
then i saw her lying on the floor. her limbs and arms are fructured.
then i kena shock woke up. LOL!
end of dream. hahaha~
fking lame and weird. but kinda scary. omg-.-

Thank you for reading up to here. TYTY! hahaha!
hope it didnt waste much of ur time . LOL.

okayy. I'll out of Spore on this Sun-Tues.
dont tell u i go where. wahhaa xD

2009-03-08T02:35:00.003+08:00

Anybody wanna go with me , if possible? haha.

Its A lvl result release on friday.
Congratz to Chee weng for his fantastic As' result.
A bloody 5As and 88.75/90 pts?
I think its the higher the better.
close to full mark sey. not bad haha.
and hes top 18 in CJ. woo. pro~
Goodluck for ur Uni choices. =)

*praying hard*
Hope to get some cold hard cash from a game in facebook. xD
US $ somemore. for playing the game nia. haha.
If im that lucky.. that will be NICE! hoho.

That sow will be leaving sing tml. (yay~ LOL , jk)
Going to taiwan sey. fk. i wanna go too. hahaha.
*praying hard* again. pls get SHOW! xD
tc over there~ i don wan see air pork. hahahahaha~!
yi lu shun feng ; ban lu bie shi zhong! ;D

Is there dim sum for breakfast tml? hmmm...
oh & anybody know how to watch Keluar Baris (homecoming)?
tell me if you know. xD cause i cant find it. =\

2009-03-07T01:57:00.004+08:00

Pardon for all those rantings below.(scroll down)
"Friendship".. it takes years to build up , and seconds to destroy.
quoted from TONIGHT 's pm. just that i chnged the first word lol~
I think its so true. but nvm. move on~ haha!

Next week will be a hectic one.
Needa go down poly to do enrolment stuffs..
And buy laptop.. I still donno which i should buy ~ zzz.
plus.. few more weeks to schoooool open.
why are the dates going sooo dam fast..
but i feel that the time is slowly........ crawling ? -.-

ohoh. and gratz? to Aijia of CSS.
I think shes the best among the girls?
or mayb not. on par with Jiamin. haha!
If not because of votes , Aijia shldnt be disquailfied at first.
they should make it like xinguang. 100% - judges.
but of cox.. they wan earn money mah.. haha.

how i wish i can 让时间定格;
because 那个寂寞, 我从没说过..

manfen : honoured? ok onli leh. LOL. i like to separate it how?
JING ❤ : hoho. okok ;D
Dorothy : thank you? haha!
QIUYAN : -.-... i call police.. lol~
Pei Ying : heyo~ heh thnks =x u still got blog?
Nan Ren Fern : WOAH RLY NOT? xD hoho.

2009-03-03T00:30:00.003+08:00

zzz. I rly shldnt say anything . but BOBIAN.
Im not alw right. Its wad u tink of wad i am.
U only write bout how u shut up and listen.
Y din u write bout how u talk and others listening?
WHY? WHY?
becox.. u wanna visualize that im in total wrong. thnks alot!
I DON NEED A " UR WELCOME".
u dare say EVERYTIME U STFU and LISTEN?
Thnks. im in all wrong now. haha.
Well.. u shld know.. u better type things carefully..
i nvr LOST IN DEBATES? u SURE?
and debates? its just small lil things.. u call it a debate.
okay. im so fking enough of this.
Im not going to SCREW that thick skull of urs agn.
i've been screwing it almost 2 fine years & here you are.
still as stubborn as a mule.
I did give in. u don believe it . say ppl xuwei say very fake.
I didnt give in. u said i alw wanna win & wanted u to shut up.
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS? HUH!?
ur rly one difficult DASHAOYE to please uh!
some of them are such lil things.. and u bear grudges. zzz.
like ur hair. dint i said " u like wad u are. don care bout ppl say" after that?
I even rmb where i told u.
the escalator going up at dhoby ghaut station.
RIGHT? U TELL ME CORRECT ANOT? HUH?!
NOBODY SAID UR USELESS. U SAID IT URSELF.
Im not Mr Right. i haven found my Mrs Right. LOLOL.
enough alr. i don wan ppl coming to my blog and see me keep ranting.
let this issue rest and MOVE ON , mr Ji Chou.

heh. alright.
Thnks MISS CHNG MANFEN for making me smile =D!
(she wanted her name here.. xD )

2009-03-02T15:39:00.011+08:00

Looks like im updating so much uh. haha.
caught The Biggest Loser ytd midnite.
This show nvr fails to inspire me..
to make me have the determination to reach my goal.
& of cox.. a better life.

Well . i know its to me . =) thnks.
First of all , its not nonsense. hah.
What u wrote there is wad u tink of me in u. well guess im gonna tell u , ur totally wrong.
From the head to the toe , when did i ever said im perfect?
did u hear it from my bloody mouth or fingers typing here?
its came from ur brain & ur fingers typing in front of the screen.
If u aint once close , u tink i would give a damn fk about u & telling all those stuffs?
yup. u cant receive criticism . thats y im giving criticism to make u try to acpt criticism.
Criticism allows one to improve & move on.
If not for criticism , would u learnt so much now?
Insult or advice ? u choose. (sigh)

okay. for this part. im rly angry. haha.
NONSENSE? did u said nonsense? HAHA!
IF U BLOODY DON APPRECIATE MY "NONSENSE" THEN SHOO . DONT STAY HERE AND MAINTAIN THIS FKING " FRIENDSHIP" THAT U MEANT.
Alright relax patrick. hahaha! xD
then by typing that did u ever wondered how they feel too? haha!
if u don appreciate it then i SHOULD BLOODY SHUT MY TRAP & don tell u anything.
isnt it better this way ? or u wan compliments everytime? haha!
ok -.- contradicting.. hahaha. lololololololol !
"friendship" uh.. thnks! =)
I tink i shldnt care anything bout you , cause its not even worth it. x) hoho.

Im not so sad upon hearing these like lastime.
whereas, i would feel sad at why is he tinking liddat. haha.
Its still up to them wad they want to tink. we cant do anything at all..
even they think wad we DIN think.
sighhhh..
ok people ! lets wears some mask & get the camera rolling.
3 , 2 , 1 . ACTION! =)

Thanks for letting me know wad u tink =D

2009-03-02T02:29:00.004+08:00

Still have 1 month plus to go!
Tink gonna jyjy real hard b4 school starts. heh.
been watching 學警狙擊 recently.
Nice ~ nono ..Shld be every HK show is superb. hah.
its the 3rd part of Xue Jing Xiong Xin/Chu Geng.

haha. must go see. recommended.

oh yeh. & lan-ed with nana jw gor chris on sat.
then mahjong-ed for fun. haha. cause nana donno how.
then cheesecaked. SINFUL. =\
donno need work out how much more to shed it off.
however , its addictive. haha!

Your ego would definitely be your downfall. Im sure.

dangEr rAboBi

"Haters hate, winners win. That's just the way it goes.Do not feel scared or sad that these asscracks hate you.Instead, feel sad for them that the only thing that keep their existence known is their bad mouth.And that's all they will be remembered for."

"Haters hate, winners win. That's just the way it goes.
Do not feel scared or sad that these asscracks hate you.
Instead, feel sad for them that the only thing that keep their existence known is their bad mouth.
And that's all they will be remembered for."