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It's My BLOODY Life


I ain't gonna live forever

.Friday, November 27, 2009@2:11 PM.


Gonna catch this soon! ;) Anyone ? =D


You
MUST click play. LOL. Kinda true though. hah.


FLOG Prac was chickiefeety. hah! (Y)
Long weekend ahead =)
It's a study weekend though. heh.
I think I shall sleep with my notes from now on,
hoping osmosis will occur =x


MST in 10 days.

Mon - FLOG,F.Accting.
Tues - MARENG.
Wed - ITSB.
Thurs
- ShipKnowledge & Seamanship.
Fri - Nav.Safety.


XSQUAD apparels looks dope. *wink*

Some questions are never meant to have answers.






.Monday, November 23, 2009@11:49 PM.

Urrgh, I wanna update but internet conn. sucks!
I blog till halfway and there goes my post -.-.
hais, 11 days of not updating. pathetic uh. hah.
I lost my mood to blog so I'll not write so much.

Week 6 , Mugging period is here people!
MST in 2 fking weeks. =\
Holydays in 2 weeks too! ;D I can smell it. hahha!
Sooo start muggingggggg ~
 
Caught 2012 last thurs.
It was not bad, I rate it 4/5 heh. Great effects (Y).
So, what if the world ends? 21/12/2012? lol.
How will you react?

JettyJump was aaaawesome!!
& it was super fking salty! LOL.
Imagine tasting a spoonful of salt uh.
We all have to jump down, and swim to form a circle.
So the rescue team easier spot. LOL thats wad I heard lah.
& some kinda survival at sea training lah. hahaha.
& also board this LifeRaft as shown below.
Spot me~ but kinda cui -.-  heh.
Will update again soon.
Next event, Miss Wong's wed. ;D







.Thursday, November 12, 2009@11:40 PM.

Don't take me for granted.


People tagging and viewing this blog is going
DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWNNN.
Obviously I know its due to the lack of updates. =\
& my life's boring and nth interesting. lol but.
PLEASE TAG! HAHA.

Life's been great. Lessons are boring as usual.
Stoning all the way & trying to absorb whatever there is to.
Rushing assignments & whatever stuff theres to be done.
Totally........... sucks. heh.
Week 4 is ending soon.
FLOG Practical 2 weeks later.
MST 4 weeks later.
Simply loathe waking so early for wed-fri.
It's like back to primary school waking time. LOL =.=

PolyMarina last week was great.
Only the weather is sucky.
Get to drive some boat. I don't know what's the name of it.
But my group didn't get to try on the life boat~ awwww.
This week... -.- which is today....
Wash boat nia. =.=
Next week, JETTY JUMP! WOOHOOOO.
Confirm can go down sea liao. ;) totally eggcited.
-ANTICIPATING-


I wish I could break free.
I could roughly estimate how hard life's gonna be in the future.
Why am i __________?
Just because it's fate and I've to follow what's planned for me?
That's how sucky life is.
I don't know how much longer I can take.
I just have to continue lying to myself to numb me from the reality.
I don't know how to face my feelings.
I don't know how to react if something happens.
I don't know....
I don't know...
& the list goes on & on.
My life's pretty fuckedup yeah.

Would you rather be the chooser or be a choice?
Choice for me.





.Sunday, November 01, 2009@2:23 AM.

Don't expect me to be grateful 
when you don't know my predicament. 


End of week 2 already. 
& I'm exhausted liao. Im so shit hah.
 Have been taking afternoon nap lately.
& can't wake up early morning and be on time =|
I've been super lazy too man. god.
Time to get back on track & WORK IT OUT niao! 

Week 3 approaching. 
Time to change to study mode liao. =D (Y) 


Too lazy to upload one by one ;)
& the clever me do it this way. LOL.
Want see clearer click the pict luh.

Class at PolyMarina at Thursday. 
Lunch with Polymates at somewhere clementi de BBQchicken. 
& K session with the below afterwards.
Woots. FUN FUN FUN AND MORE FUN.
Sang till coarse & almost turned there into club LOL.


Birthday picts.

LOL. click & look at the candles of da cake.

HAHA! melting in the sun~




 "The beauty of love lies in the heart, 
the picture of love lies in the mind, 
the closeness of love lies in the soul." 


Fuck you , Fuck you very very much :D







.Tuesday, October 27, 2009@8:13 PM.

Turned 17 on 00:00 ; 25/10/09. 
1 more year to 18! LOL.
THANKYOU all who wished me HB.
THANKYOU all who celebrated with me. 
There's a sum of you so i'm not gonna list them down. ;)
You know who you're =D 
Thnksthnks! heh.

Early morning Takpo dimsum with parents =)
Then ltr went to botanic garden to celebrate.
Had picnic there with the hot blazing sun.
Climbed the $5 Tree. ( If you don't know what I mean....)
Find a $5 note & see behind. LOL.
& ltr GOD gift me a present on my knee.
Memorial seventeeeeeen. hahahah!
okayy, down to town & had BBQ chicken.
Picts in FB, I'm lazy to post it here. lol.
Thnks those organized it ;) I know it's tough LOL.


Ytd went sch as per normal.
It seemed sooooo damn fking long that day.
And of cox. sibei duper boring lah. hahaa.
Lovely classmates surprised me with a birthday cake during break.
Thanks alot Angella,Daphnie & the rest ;)

Greatly appreciated.
THANKS ALL! ;D


Gotta change to study mode man.
I'm still on holiday mode.=\
Must be attentive in class niao. lol~





.Tuesday, October 20, 2009@10:52 PM.

HOLIDAYS' OUT ! SCHOOL'S IN!
2 months. Ended so fast. =\
sooo... before it ended.
Sat was swimming. improved a lil thou. hah.
down to meet J & her mum for dinner.
carry on by drinking agn. 
HOTHOT. *PISSST* 
1 Egg roti prata at midnite. ( CHAM LIAO) LOL.
& stayed over at her hse.
Watched lame videos & slept.
too hyper & only slept at 7am. =.=
Breakie at TakPo for dimsum =)
all proudly sponsored by J's parents & uncle. LOL~


Monday BRU~
entered the class & some sweet snack(choco cornflakes?)
is given out by classmate. ;D
First day is a waste of time. First class alr cancelled.
Today too. WASTETIME. -.- super sian ttvm. LOL.
Alright, tml is 8am =O.
3hrs straight of ITSB. =\
Gonna head down to pool aft sch ;)
Aimed to swim 2times/week. heh.


Replies;
Jianwei: replied at your blog niao.
qinfang: HAHAHA, siao. impossible lah. not so easy.
wanjing: heh. update niao lah dey.
zhiyin: heyo! Merrychristmas!
XUELING: hmmmmmmmm... hanor good fren LOL! 
wanjing: haha yeap! -.- alr met u niao luh, HAHA!
anonymous: hah! im smart de okay!
yl: LOLLL~~ duh. HAHAH! jk.
wanjing: don't have lahhh. hahaha.
ZHENGWEI: LOL! u mean the hunt or bugis? 
Jianwei: HAHHA unglam only.
LH: wahaha! yah lo, got secret filming gng on.
zhiyin: thnksthnks. yup,dont think too much too! ;D
manfen: nahhh~ haha, WHEN MEETING?!





.Wednesday, October 14, 2009@1:27 AM.

We had this crazy idea in joining the TweetTreasurehunt.
Hoping to win that 1k & share it among us. heh.
but didnt in the end, LOLLLL. 
 anyway, goodjob ZW/Y! ;D
down to bugis when the sky was gloomy.
almost slipped & fall in that cheapo flipflop alot of times. =.=
managed to bring home something LOL.
& the wallet have a hole liao =\
SO SINFUL too, I had fried food on all my meals that day.
sibei sad. haha. but heng nvr INCREASE.
I'm elated that it's going on well. ;) 
hope I have the determination to reach that ideal weight uh.

COUNTDOWN TO REOPEN OF SCHOOL: 4days.


okayyy, some food for thoughts below.
I'm not emo-ing or what okay.
Just some realizations/shoutouts at this period.
It could also serve as a reminder to me in the future thou.
Guess I've been thinking a lot.


Perhaps life has been tough on us,
torturing us with difficulties everyday everytime.
Perhaps life has actually been good to us,
just that we didn't realise & cherish it.
Perhaps fate has made life difficult for us,
facing relationship/other problems & having emo seasons.
Perhaps fate had actually make life easy for us,
having loved ones to be around & share our moments with them.
Perhaps life has been planned from the very beginning,
we're just the players of fate & can't do anything about it.
Perhaps life has actually been planned each day by ourselves,
it's just the matter of whether we can complete it anot.
but whatever it is,
Thats the fragility & uncertainties of life.
Hope to be contented with what we have now.
Cherish the present & Forget the past (if possible).
Easy to say but difficult to carry out right... hah.


Escape from this ugly & cruel world.
Life to start all over again from my mum's womb.
Sometimes to change every single thing I don't like.
Try to be an Optimist everytime.
Doesn't want to face the REALITY.
Hope I can change the fact of somethings.
Part of my wishful thinking.


Being fierce might also be one kind of encouragement. 
thats me. Dont like it? SHOOO.
Toooo bad she dont 吃这一套.
But she will understand when she grow up. I hope. =)


 Communicating my emotions through music.
My life ain't complete without it.


“道歉根本就没有用,失去的东西失去了,伤害了还是伤害,
道歉并不能让时间倒转,也不能让发生的事情过去.“

How true. but obviously, there's still a need to say.
LOL. shutup, I know i'm contradicting myself. xD
The only difference is maybe you will feel better. haha.


"如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢? 伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗?"
yah lah, so what? LOL. =\


"Add friends, Subtract enemies,
Multiply joy & divide sorrow."
Fundamental of mathematics applied to our life?


"Whenever i look at my hands, I always felt something missing,
something incomplete.... and to realise that you weren't here
to complete the picture of "hand in hand" ."
I have NO idea who is that you. LOLLLL.



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